LET ME THINK
This is the painting that brought me back to painting after a twenty‑year dry spell. Acrylic on canvas, 34 × 47 inches — a piece that took months to finish. It is dramatic and deeply emotional for me; every brushstroke carries the weight of the struggle it took to arrive at completion.
The process was difficult on many levels: relearning techniques, confronting doubts, and pushing through the fear that my skills or voice had vanished. There were days of frustration, layers scraped away, and long pauses where the canvas felt like a mirror showing both progress and failure. Yet those same challenges taught me patience, persistence, and a clearer sense of intention.
Now it hangs in my living room as a daily reminder that I am capable. It marks not just a return to making art, but a reclamation of confidence and the willingness to take on creative risk again. Each time I pass it, I see both the labor of the past months and the possibility of future work.